What are you doing to me? I feel like we’ve rushed this but I wouldn’t have wanted anything else. You make my stomach twist in knots. I’ve been anxious and excited and smiley for days now. I’m really happy. Do you feel the same? You act like it when we’re together. You kiss my hair and my forehead. Play with my rings and have to have me curled against you when we watch tv. I like that you’re understanding that I’m new to all this. It’s so scary to do some of this stuff and to have you there looking at me like I’m the best thing in the world makes it so much easier to relax. I like that it’s not always about you, but that doesn’t mean I don’t want it to be. You don’t pressure me and you’re so into it. into me. I have trouble getting my head around it sometimes. It all seems surreal. I like being with you. I don’t want this to disappear into nothing when I leave on Saturday.
